Dear my Dad in Heaven :')

udah 3 minggu.....

ya, udah 3 minggu ayah gue "pulang" ke Yang Maha Kuasa.. rasanya waktu berjalan lebih dan sangat lambat semenjak ayah gue udah gak ada..

walaupun udah lebih tenang dan udah iklash lahir batin, tp sedih karena kehilangan ayah msh tertanam di hati gue... gue gak pernah sangka dan gak pernah berfikir hal ini akan terjadi lebih cepat dari yang gue pikirkan..

yah... itu semua krn gue hanya manusia. kita gak tau apa yg akan terjadi selanjutnya. Hidup, Kematian, Jodoh, Rezeki... semua udah diatur oleh Yang Maha Kuasa. kita gak tau kapan saatnya kita bertemu dengan Sang Ajal. mungkin besok, mungkin lusa, atau mungkin beberapa menit lagi? kita gak tau akan semua hal itu...

udah 3 minggu berlalu, gue kangen bgt sama ayah :( since he died, he doesn't come to my dream until now :'( sedih.... kangen.... gue cuma ngerasain hal itu aja sekarang.

gue sedih karena cuma gue dr 3 anak ayah yg belum mimpiin ayah setelah dia dikubur...

gue kangen karena gue udah gak liat wajah dia, senyum dia, gak denger suara dia yg khas, gak denger ketawa dia yg renyah dan heboh kalau lg nonton Opera Van Java :(

I can't have it all again :( it dissapear from my life

Dad, dont you know that I miss you so much? why don't you come to my dream? are you mad at me because I already make you disappointed?

sekarang tinggal penyesalan... gue baru sadar skrg kalau ayah gue jg sama pentingnya dengan ibu gue.. gue bener-bener nyesel bgt, knp gue gak minta maaf sama ayah sebelum dia tiada? dan gue bener-bener nyesel udah bkin ayah kecewa, padahal gue sadar gue adalah satu-satunya anak yg dia banggain dan dia andelin.. but, I broke his faith. I'm so sorry :'( I can't give you the best and bring you a happiness before you die.. but, you must know that I always love you :') I promise, I'll always sent you a pray...

"Penyesalan selalu datang terakhir"

that words is REALLY EXIST! dan gue mengalaminya sendiri... it feel's like you've been hit by a bomb! very painful in my heart...

tapi, ya mau gimana lagi? nasi sudah menjadi bubur dan hidup harus terus berjalan.. kita tak bisa terus-menerus melihat kebelakang dan selalu menyesali apa yg telah terjadi sekalipun itu kesalahan yg sangat fatal...

We must go ahead! look for the bright future...

Dear my Dad in Heaven :')

please, come to my dream tonight altought it just for a minute... please, I begging you.. because I really miss you, Dad..

-your lil Sunshine :')

tired

it's very very tired activity... hhh persiapan HUT 24 memang sangat menguras waktu dan tenaga gue, gmn nnti pas hari H ? pst ada aja kerjaan tiap hari yg bkin pulang sore, blm lg ada rapat yg mendadak.. kdang suka bete, tp jujur gue sangat menikmati smua kecapek-an ini haha

semangat yar!! acaranya tinggal minggu depan. gue hrs bisa bkin acara ini sukses.. yaa skaligus buat tolak ukur untuk kesiapan gue bkin Cup atau acara" lain yg lebih besar dr HUT sekolah gue...

semangat! :D

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IT'S COMING SOON GUYS!!!

My Chemical Romance is back! oohh my I can't wait for this... let's rock the world dude!

hello :))

HELLO WORLD :D I'm back to blogging again yeaaahh haha... setelah internet rumah yang tertidur panjang layaknya Sleeping Beauty, akhirnya dia sudah bangun dan gue bisa kembali ber posting ria di blog tersayang gue ini :D

rasanya udah lama banget gue ga posting di blog, krn internet rumah mati dan gue jrang pny waktu untuk ke warnet krn gue (sok) sibuk, jadi yaa blog ini terbengkalai deh... maaf kan aku yaa blog ku, tp skrg gue udh kembali ber posting ria lagi kok :D

bnyk bgt cerita terlewatkan yg harusnya gue share disini tp yaaa keadaannya tidak memungkin kan...

sekarang gue lg sibuk ngurusin persiapan untuk HUT SMAN 24, sekolah gue.. oiya, gue terpilih jadi Ketua OSIS tp belom dilantik -,- sebelumnya terima kasiih ya buat temen-temen yg udah dukung dan mempercayakan gue menjadi Ketua OSIS yg baru :D apalagi anak XI IPS 1, makasiiiihhhh banyaaaakkkk buat dukungannya :D

oiya, krn tgl 8 kemaren adalah ulang tahun TRANCES24, gue mau ngucapin....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRANCES24 :D

semoga makin sukses dan makin keren dan semoga Trance-tival bisa berjalan dengan baik dan sukses.. ammiiinn :D

Quotes

"you can't be a real leader if you can't lead your self!"

-unknown

Spring '11 Menswear Trends

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Ke$ha - Your Love is My Drug

Hello :))

Hello world, hello my blog and hello everybody :)) 3 months no posting makes me feel freak .. I'm very miss my bloggie woogie unyuuuu... too much story I want to post but the time isn't too much :( I am busy with my school, my work and my problems that I must to finish..

FYI, I'm grade 11th NOW! :D and I get in SOCIAL CLASS :D wohooo I'm happy like winning a lottery ahaha sounds over yea, but it's real.. I'm very happy to be a Social People not Science People hoho...
oya, I'm working looh.. but it just for the day on friday, saturday, and sunday. I'm working at my aunt stand in PRJ (Pekan Raya Jakarta) or the cool name is Jakarta Fair. have you been to PRJ? if you don't let's go to PRJ :) you can meet me at Gambir Expo, precisely in front of Budaya Stage..

in PRJ you can find a lot thing start from gadget, culinary, entertainment, and many SALE! if you like shopping, don't missed it yaa guys.. because PRJ only until 11 july, start from 10 june.. I found a cool tees and it just 10 rupiahs. so cheap yeah? and many more branded items in sale. like hammer, point one, levis, poshboy etc... you can't bored if you come to PRJ, so come on.. let's go to PRJ :D

ohya, if you want to seen me in virtual world you can follow me on twitter, @yaraafsl . I always update kok and of course I'll follow back you :)
it' enough for today, maybe if I have a time I will post again .. byeee :)

Videos

Timbaland ft. Nelly Furtado & Soshy - Morning After Dark


Craig David - Insomnia

Videos of the day

If We Ever Meet Again - Timbaland ft Katy Perry


Imma Be - Black Eyed Peas


21 Guns - Green Day

Science class or Social class ?

sometimes I'm confused .. many people who advised me to choose the class of the natural sciences than in social class. they say I'm smart, especially in chemistry and affection if I have to take social class in 11th grade later ..

but, somehow I'm more interested and more willing to take a social class than science class. I really like the lessons in social class, especially Sociology. since I was in elementary school, I was very fond of socials lesson ..

I don't want to take a science class because I was afraid that eventually I couldn't follow the lesson. I know exactly how my abilities, especially in physics lesson. if in science classes if there is no biology and physics is really easy, maybe I'll change my mind to take a science class ..

but the reason above is not a primary reason for not choosing my science class. The main reason I'm not choose science class is because I really liked the socials lesson. I couldn't leave Sociology, I want to understand more about the sociology because sociology is very interesting, honest!

I still confused hemm -____-" Science class or Social Class ??
but I have a plan. that is, I'm smarten my values in all subjects of science and social lessons. if I can, I must get science class and when I moved to 3 SHS, I asked to be moved right into the social class :D

so, what do you think about my plan ?

Geometry Class

The 2nd collection of Diana Rikasari for Bloop Endorse

FYI!

hey hey, it coming back girls! don't missed it yaa and see you there guys :D

11 hours with him :D

yeay yeay yeay :D finally, I'm meet up again with him, after 3 months (approximately) length of I and him didn't meet .. we dealing a met at UI at 10am but he overslept and arrived at half past 11 am, but I had arrived at UI from 9 pass 15 minutes .. I waited for 1 hour at the bus stop UI .

at 12am we go to my home with economy train and arrived at 2pm .. we spending time at my home until the clock show time at half past 10 and he had to go to home huufh I still missing him, but what can I do ? it's time to him returns to home .. I wish, I could stop the time . but it just in my dreams ..

I'm soooo happy, but I'm sad too because I and he would has not seen again for several months ahead .. I wish it didn't happen

special video

I really like it! The Great Marching Band STMIK MDP Palembang VS unknown marching band (I don't know they name haha) in DMC Drum Battle 2009 .. check these out guys!

Special Videos

Bunga Citra Lestari - Karena Ku Cinta Kau


Pasto - Tanya Hati

Reunion Day

minggu kemarin, gue ngikut bokap ke acara reunian SMP nya di resto Radja Ketjil, Sky Dinning Plaza Semanggi .. abis, gue suntuk dirumah ga ngapa-ngapain, gada kerjaan pula mnding gue ikut bokap skalian refreshing mata haha .. ga nyesel ikut acara reunian bokap wlwpun gue bnykan sndiri dan dikacangin gtu .. pulang-pulang, gue udah 'full' ya you know lah what I mean haha dr pas dateng perut kosong, balik" perut langsung full haha ..
makanan di Radja Ketjil enak-enak .. masakan mreka itu perpaduan antara masakan melayu dan chinesse dan perpaduan itulah yg bkin msakan-masakan di Radja Ketjil enak-enak ..
for you who like hunting culinary not go to Radja Ketjil, obliged to feel Radja Ketjil unique dishes there ;) ( my english so bad huh ? )



What I Wore:
Nail Denim Shirt - Daddy's
Oneil T-shirt - an outlet in Bandung
Studed Necklace - DIY
Unbranded Jeans - Mangga Dua
Black Needle heels - Mal Blok M
Vintage Bag - Mommy's

I loveee Her!

yess, she is AGYNESS DEYN :D
These photographs that I liked the most, I get from agyness's blog ...

Lovee this so much!

I'm looking for something and just get these images .. enjoy it!







I really love this tight


I love RED so muuuuucccchhh






I Love her shoes! cool!